The End of the Journey (o_o)

Here it comes the time when I pack my stuff and prepare to leave this country.

My feelings are a combination between sadness and happiness, though the later is overwhelming.

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It is a great experience that I've always wanted to undertake and by the end of it I can say that I’ve got the most out of it.

My gladness has been fulfilled by the approaching of my family whom I spent an enjoyable time with.

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I’ve been through ups and downs moments and many awful things have happened in my country while I was away.

Things that kept me awaken numerous nights

Things that alarmed me and forced me to reconsider the purpose of me being here.

I faced countless situations where I didn't know which is the right and which one is wrong!!

I don't regret what have occurred as I’ve learned from it.

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It was the first time in my entire life that I live such a long period away from all of those whom I used to depend completely on.

My family,,,

I love them ever since I was a little girl but now I’ve just realized why I carry all of these feelings toward them

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Many hopes,,,

I hope this experience would provide me with something to rely on in the future

To attempt to change some serious issues in myself firstly and in my society afterwards

I hope that it would be an encouraging step, not only now but later on when I transfer my experience to various people.

And who knows, maybe one day I will start another experience that might be greater than this one

Finally, grateful messages to

- My parents who supported me continually since I landed here and used to do the same thing when I was home.

My dear parents, this isn't the end and I am still waiting lots from you as I'm still your daughter wherever I go and whatever I do.

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- My friends whom I spent a pleasant time with, full with enjoyments and excitements.

And if it comes to a situaion where one of us is depressed, we all stand up for each other till we feel better.

 My lovely friends, I hope our friendship will remain the same whether we stayed here or went back home.
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-My tutors who have taught me many things from the time that I began this course till now and it would be impossible for me to forget them.

 My dear tutors, I will always remember you with all the challenging things that you’ve helped me to overcome.

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- My brother who has spent the whole year with me giving up his life, friends and school. Just to stay with, his sister, so I wouldn't be alone.

To my brother, I convey all the love and the respect and the appreciation.

My dear brother Mohammed, I owe you a lot, more than anyone else as you were next to me in both cheerful and miserable moments though I'm your bigger sister and as you know it should be the other way round.

 my brother, I apologize for everything that made you mad because of me,

I apologize for the moments that I've been harsh on you,

I apologize for the awkward situations that I've put you through,

I apologize and apologize and apologize

I just want you to know that I truly love you more than anyone else and the only people who compete you in that are my parents.

 

For everyone, if I did something wrong to you, I ask your forgiveness and I hope that we forget all the awful touches that might have happened between us.

Now it's the time to say goodbye Britain and hopefully I will make it once more to your land.